Author: minajean

Nene

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You made me,
You always gave me,
You never changed me,
You only saved me,

Time and space being,
An empty place means,
You led the way for me,
to greater things,

And when I called on thee,
You’ve been my angel wings,
As you carried me,
You’ve shown me dignity,

All though my minds not free,
From all these tragedies,
You’ve shown me pice by pice,
Just what this life could be,

And in these times we grieve,
You standing next to me,
It’s these times you see,
We build our memories,

Your love of vines grow free,
Through all the lives to be,
Growing miles of green,
Spread like wildflower seeds,

So what I’m trying to say,
Is thanks for everything,
All the love I’ve seen,
And everything between,

Cuz when I meet the day,
My last breath will fade,
I can honestly say,
You’re love paved the way.

Gaeilge

Rinne tú mé,
Thug tú dom i gcónaí,
Níor athraigh tú mé riamh,
Níor shábháil tú ach mé,

Am agus spás á,
Ciallaíonn áit fholamh,
Threoraigh tú an bealach domsa,
chun rudaí níos mó,

Agus nuair a ghlaoigh mé ort,
Bhí tú i mo sciatháin aingeal,
Mar a d’iompair tú mé,
Thaispeáin tú dínit dom,

Níl gach intinn saor in aisce,
Ó na tragóidí seo go léir,
Thaispeáin tú pice dom le pice,
Go díreach cad a d’fhéadfadh a bheith sa saol seo,

Agus sna hamanna seo is trua linn,
Tá tú i do sheasamh in aice liom,
Is iad na hamanna seo a fheiceann tú,
Tógann muid ár gcuimhní cinn,

Fásann do ghrá fíniúnacha saor in aisce,
Trí na saolta go léir a bheith,
Mílte glasa ag fás,
Scaipthe cosúil le síolta bláthanna fiáine,

Mar sin, cad tá mé ag iarraidh a rá,
Go raibh maith agat as gach rud,
An grá go léir a chonaic mé,
Agus gach rud idir,

Cuz nuair a bhuailim an lá,
Beidh mo anáil dheireanach céimnithe,
Is féidir liom a rá go hionraic,
Tá tú grá pábháilte ar an mbealach.

français

Vous m’avez fait,
Tu m’as toujours donné,
Tu ne m’as jamais changé,
Tu m’as seulement sauvé,

Le temps et l’espace étant,
Une place vide signifie,
Tu as ouvert la voie pour moi,
à de plus grandes choses,

Et quand je t’ai invoqué,
Tu as été mes ailes d’ange,
Comme tu m’as porté,
Tu m’as montré la dignité,

Tous mes esprits ne sont pas libres,
De toutes ces tragédies,
Tu m’as montré pièce par pièce,
Juste ce que cette vie pourrait être,

Et en ces temps nous pleurons,
Toi debout à côté de moi,
C’est ces fois que tu vois,
Nous construisons nos souvenirs,

Ton amour de la vigne pousse librement,
A travers toutes les vies à venir,
Des kilomètres de verdure,
Répartis comme des graines de fleurs sauvages,

Alors ce que j’essaie de dire,
C’est merci pour tout,
Tout l’amour que j’ai vu,
Et tout entre,

Parce que quand je rencontre le jour,
Mon dernier souffle s’effacera,
Je peux honnêtement dire,
Vous êtes l’amour a ouvert la voie.

Monsters

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My monsters they love me
They see none above me
They lick all my wounds
When I bleed

They talk to me softly
They ease all that taunts me
They swallow my sins
Till I’m clean

When my demons come for me
My monsters form army’s
They battle the things
That I’ve seen

For my monsters I’ve promised
To give all that’s wanted
My secrets, my dreams
All that’s me

Now I’m torn from the seams
And my monsters, my monsters
They leave, they leave
Formed from demons released
Where my monsters, my monsters
It seems, it seems

As they creep so unseen
Now my demons their speaking
For me, crying screams
From my eyes my thoughts bleed
And my demons they
See right through me, through me

As I walk through these memories
My mind won’t just let be
The lies, the cries
Are my dreams

Now this vision before me
It seems to destroy me
It slithers its way inside me

As I pace through these scenes
Formed by demons
I see that it’s me, It’s me

All this time hearts deceive
Who can love me
I trust none but me, but me

Now I’m torn from the seams
And my monsters, my monsters
They leave, they leave
Formed from demons released
Where my monsters, my monsters
It seems, it seems

As they creep so unseen
Now my demons their speaking
For me, crying screams
From my eyes my thoughts bleed
And my demons they
See right through me, through me

Stand alone and I’m dying
Can’t fight what’s inside me
I’ve done all I can to be mean

As the smoke goes unseen
Shone my monsters
They stole life from me
With evil schemes

Can this time be redeemed
For my losses they
Eat away me
It’s all I see

For the ones that I love
Please forgive how this life has made me
Cold as the sea

Now I’m torn from the seams
And my demons they walk beside me
This imperishable being
Scratch and scream at my dreams
How my demons they show love to me
Watch as I bleed, I bleed

Undesirable desires

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I am a paintbrush upon your face smearing my colors for you to taste

Tell me those lies make me ache
Give me your heart for me to break

Spit in my mouth you make me say
words that I know are just a mistake

Gripping you’re hands around my neck
Sucking the life from inside my chest

I live to count you’re every breath
You live to be my next regret

But What is love without suspense
A drier need we all expect

Falling dreams

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Falling dreams are after me
They take me when I’m not asleep
To places that I want to be
From demons that are inside me

Falling dreams they speak to me
In lights that no one else can see
They bring me from my darkness being
They promise me a world of peace

Falling dreams they let me be
Forgot that they had crowded me queen
I searched for them begging please
To bring me into Falling speeds

My Falling dreams were just a scene
Delusions that I wish could be
Desires Formed from wants and needs
My Daydreams from my life to be

Old debts

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How do I feel so empty inside
How does my mind bleed such a lie
How do I feel nothing to feel
How did I make such a bad deal

The devil holds me and sings me to sleep
How did I ever get this deep
My lines untie I stand with the sheep
When will these lives have some peace?

Doing time

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I’ve walked the line
I’ve been unkind
Only to find
I’m lost in time

Can’t find the time
To just rewind
To call it mine
A place in time

My thoughts unwind
Like dandelion vines
Choking my mind
With wicked lies

They fill in time
Miss firing my lines
Sorrows are sying
synapses are dying

My colors fade
In to darkest grays
Water filled shades
Burnt to a blaze

But who am I to cry and whine
About a loss I can’t define
I stand tall drying my eyes
Filling shoes an unfamiliar kind

Look what you made me do

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Look what you made me do
I’ve fallen deeply in love with you

Look what you made me do
I built our world To Watch you bloom

Look what you made me do
These lies I toss to keep you true

Look what you made me do
I drown myself to pay my dues

Look what you made me do
You left as soon as I needed you

Look what you made me do
my veins they bleed to red from blue

Look what you made me do
I gave my life to be with you

Institutionalize

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Institutionalize by pride
I see the darkness in your eyes
Run by demons inside
With no reason or rhyme

Run the night in disguise
With the reddest of lies
Search for what you can’t find
Tear the hearts from mankind

You Called your love sublime
Said you’d walk through time
Now I stand alone to find
That it was all in my mind

Though time passes by
Fewer tears are now cried
I still can’t help but find
I’m in love with this guy